Pretty memories.

Wordy post.

2009-11-15T14:19:31Z

Hi, I am back from sleepover/ church/ cell/ hibernation.
And I am feeling better now, was super sick. Haha. The feeling just scares me, reminds me of my June period. Seriously very sick too, kept sneezing and coughing. It's scary to think about it even now.

We slept over at Charis' house on Friday! Her brother prepared dinner for all of us! Carbonara(?) looks good, taste good but really fattening! We baked cookie at night till like 11pm. All failed attempts. Hahahahaha. WE NEED TO BAKE OUR COOKE FOR A WHILE AND TAKE IT OUT AND THEN FLIP IT AROUND TO CONTINUE TO BAKE. Who the hell bakes cookie like that?! Ohwell, it still taste rather nice too. Joanne is fringing funny. We melted the butter and it's like yellow. Joanne "This look like egg, why not just use egg?" DANG. Made the helper laughed like crazy. We tried to give Isaac a call since he's living one lane back to asked if he wants cookie but he never answer! Then we continued to bake + talk + took photos.

Finished our baking around 11pm and we headed up to her room to continue to laze around.
FOR THE SAKE OF INSTANT NOODLE JAYNA FORCED HERSELF TO STAY AWAKE TILL LIKE 1230. HAHAHAH, btw, her house eats brown rice everyday and doesn't have junk food!! So, instant noodle is like a FEAST to her. Yeah, we had our supper at 1230 while Joanne watched Antm Cycle 10 in the room. We slept around 2 plus 3? AND UP TILL 4AM I CAN'T FALL ASLEEP. My heart was like "die, sure die, die die die!!" HAHA. So I plugged into my ipod and try to sleep.............

We were sleeping on this combined 2 mattress on Charis' carpeted floor!
Jayna: There's a hole on my butt. (She meant the mattresses are going apart)
Me: That sounds wrong. But who doesn't?
Me: Asshole?

HAHAHAH

We woke up at around 9am the next morning because Charis' curtain doesn't help anything!! Hahahah, ohwell. We were all freezing because I turnt the temp down to 20* when Jayna say she's perspiring. hahaha. Had breakie together downstairs and I headed back to home to prepare for dance while they prepare for lunch + church.

So church was ok, I was freezing during service. I bought a PINK daisy for Pammie's SWEET SIXTEEN. hahahahah. We got her a PINK cake too. Bet she freaked out.

So today I hibernated at home. I slept till 10am, could have be more if my dog just stop playing with his squeeky toy. I took 2 naps and kept cleaning Muff's poop and wee. He's seriously too cute!!! But at the same time I am scared of him when he barks especially when I am alone at home! I can still remember that exact thing happen to Snuckie and I on a SATURDAY NIGHT TOO!

Oh, speaking of snuckie, I guess I will slowly forget how he looks like.
I think it's the same for you, I won't forget how you look like but I guess I will slowly forget everything.

And I can't wait for next year to come. I know it's gonna be awesome and I am gonna do well :)
We need more sleepovers because I am really so much happier with the girls around. I am so glad to have all of you by me. Thank God that I can share things with all of you and we can go mad all the time hoping that not so good things will happen to some people. Hehehe.

We're gonna rock next year because almost all of us are having our O's and A's next year!
WONDER HOW WILL C2 BE LIKE IF THERE'S TILL C2 AROUND NEXT YEAR. HMM?

MY HAIR IS IN THE FLOUR. HAHAHA

THIS IS CALLED DIABETES. SERIOUSLY.
CONSIST OF BROWN SUGAR, WHITE SUGAR, VANILLA ESSENCE, ETC ETC.

Looks nice right!!

Failed attempt ONE.

My burnt heart.

Wooo, another failed attempt.

We played the piano while waiting for the cookie!
Jayna got so pissed teaching me piano. LOL

We got so irritated and Charis decided to dump all the things together and bake a BIG COOKIE then break it all up.

You like my snoopy cropped top?!
HAHAHA.

That's what I mean when her curtain does nothing in her room. HAHA.

Jayna's still sleeping on the right side!

HAHAHA SO CUTE RIGHT!!!

Dear Joan,

2009-11-15T06:39:31Z

laugh hard and everything's gonna be fine.
Everything's gonna be fine in the end.
Laugh hard.

So sick of waiting.

2009-11-14T14:45:48Z

I feel super sick.
I am gonna drown myself with flu pills and sleep.
My eyelids weighs like 10kg now.

Nights world.

It was never easy.

2009-11-12T15:32:09Z

And i'm not sorry that it's over
But for the way we let it end
So I said all I had to say
In letters that I threw away

And you should know, please believe me
I've picked up the phone a thousand times
And tried to dial your number, but it's been so long
It's never easy, it's like tryin' to spin the world the other way
What can I say?

You never know when you’re making a memory.

2009-11-12T11:25:44Z

“And when she’s gone, remember you once loved her. You once needed her. You once cared about her more then anything in the world. You can’t deny she was ever there. You can’t deny what you had. You can’t deny it ended over absolutely nothing. You can’t deny you still think about it. No other girl could ever love you the way she does. One day, you’ll realize what you’ve done and you’ll come back. And she’ll.. well she’ll be gone.”

(This is a breakup book, it saved my life seriously)
HAHA, IT'S A CHRISTIAN BOOK BTW. GOT BIBLE VERSES.

My stomach cramp medicine. I EAT THIS LIKE EVERY MONTH!!!
MLIA

Today we're suppose to have picnic at somewhere in Pasir ris, little did we know it starts to rain!!
So we met up with Sam to accompany her for lunch and off she go for her very last 'O' levels paper!!
Then we headed to $1 shop to buy all the snacks and decided to crash her house.
We watched Sister's Keeper together!! I think it's really nice and touching!! I luv the love story, well.. at least she experienced love before she dies right! Also, Anna very cute :) Awman, make me miss my sissy only!!

Today sweetheart and I killed ants together,
we bought a top together,
we watched sister's keeper together,
we camwhore but not a lot!!

Dad picked me up.
Home, I am dying. Seriously I think I am having a fever :(

it's usually the small things that make you smile, like a good morning hug.

2009-11-12T01:47:10Z

“You know that feeling of waiting for someone. I mean really waiting for someone - standing in front of a restaurant in the cold and having hundreds of people pass you on the sidewalk. And you don’t want to do anything else, because you’re afraid you might miss something - that somehow if you don’t spot him right away, he’ll walk right by. So you stand there and you don’t do anything except think about how you’re standing there. Occasionally you might look at your watch, or check your cell phone to see if it’s accidentally on silent, even though you already checked for that a minute ago. That’s what this is starting to feel like.”

Goodmorning.
I am feeling so fringing sick.
My flu and cough ain't getting any better :(

Sometimes I forget to remember how really wonderful life can be.

2009-11-11T10:40:59Z

If a turtle doesn't have a shell then is he called naked or homeless?

It's a lacklustre Wednesday, spent the whole day lazing around at home together with Muff and mom.
Headed to the market in the morning for breakie with mom and sis, went all around Bedok for groceries. I bought this funny old Snoopy top I like it quite a lot. Hehe. Anyway, I had my sugar doughnut!! They sells the nicest sugar doughnut ever because it's soft and nice. Urm, yeah. I am gonna have bird nest today! I am having cough and nose block because of this new added member in my family. I hope my nose block goes away asap!! I am so hungry now.

Mom says Muffy is Mr Cool. He really seriously likes to act cool!! So cute :)

Can't wait for tomorrow, gonna have a picnic with Sweetheart @ I have no idea where.
Friday we're gonna have a girls' sleepover at Charis' together with Joanne, Jayna and Joanchew!!
We're gonna bake, talk, sleep, snore and then Saturday we will all go our own way!! Hahah, I got dance, Joanne got usher, Jayna got meeting, I have no idea what Joanc and Charis got. OHWELL, we're gonna enjoy ourselves! And are we suppose to wear pajamas?!

A heart that hurts is a heart that works.

2009-11-11T06:45:10Z

"Your heart says stay and battle the pain, but your mind says leave for all this
isn't needed, broken into pieces for that one and only. But follow your heart
because the heart can only take so much."

Don't let me go.

2009-11-10T13:32:55Z

I want you to remember the feel of my hair and remember the scent of my perfume I always wear. Remember my laugh and how sweet our kisses used to be. Remember the way that you used to love me.

Cecilia came over to my house for dinner and to visit Muffy!
Well.. girls are girls....... we never fail to camwhore when we're bored.
and she dyed her hair brown!!!

Cecilia: You look like xxx when you wear that! (hairband)
Me: Awman, how can you say that!
Me: It's not a compliment you know.
Hahahahahha.

You don’t love someone because they’re perfect, you love them in spite of the fact that they’re not.

2009-11-10T05:38:31Z

“When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground, it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall, it makes a noise. But as for your heart, when that breaks, it’s completely silent. You would think that for something so important, it would make the loudest noise in the whole world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a symbol or the ringing of a bell. But it’s silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain.”

I actually remember this paragraph even though I read the book so long ago.
I still very much like to live in self denial, read books and let it bring you to some other place.

And I need you like a heartbeat.

2009-11-09T15:31:38Z

“There’s no doubt about it - break ups suck. But in the first few hours or days or weeks that follow, there’s one important truth you need to recognize: some things can’t and shouldn’t be fixed, especially that loser who dumped you or forced you to dump him. It’s over for a reason.”

Hi, I wanna tell you that my job ROCKS.
Aiya, I kinda come to realise that actually it's a really easy job. Time passed faster and faster each day! Like it's not that dreading anymore. PLUS talking to all the aunties. Seriously, like you cannot find more than 5 guys on that floor. I was literally freezing today. I had my break at macs because I was really hungry and I had a craving for fries + curry sauce (Sherwyn influenced me when we were mugging for O's and N's!) Yeah, so I sat there alone and eat, and listen to the songs played there, and texting! Yeah. I had a good 30minutes rest, then I started roaming around. My favourite hangout there is Dorothy Perkins, Topshop, Precious moment (for all the christian songs they play) and Restroom. Yeah. I love chosing nice toilets.

My neighbour stall aunty tried to ask me to work for their company!! Hahahah, well....... I am still considering because I am really very reluctant to continue to work on December! Anyway, I had to go refill my bottle 3 times with super hot water to keep myself warm. Like seriously freezing in there. Wonder how everyone survived.

AND I GOT NO WORK FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK!
How awesome, how am I gonna earn money like that!

OH DID I MENTION THAT MUFF IS SICK? :(
Like after he came back he kept sneezing (yes, dog sneeze)
My parents bought him to the vet today recommended by the Pet Farm and the vet took his temperature and he was having a slight fever. He needa take 2 medicines and vitamin daily now :( So poor thing. He keep sneezing everynow and then you know :(

Anyway, he's getting cuter by day :)
He's gonna be fine cause we will be praying for him!

ANYWAY, ALL THE BEST TO SWEETHEART AND JAYNA FOR CHINESE O'S TOMORROW :-)

thlove @ 2009-11-08T11:43:00

2009-11-08T03:48:27Z

“Love - it’s when you feel safe, just being in the person’s arms and that feeling you get when you kiss them. It’s after you’ve had a bad day, and that person is the first person you want to talk to, and when you have good news, they’re the first person you want to tell. It’s thinking about them just when you wake up, and when you go to bed at night, they’re the last thing on your mind. Its when time seems to fly by too quickly when you’re together and you never want to go. Its when no one else can hurt you more, but no one else can make you happier at the same time.”

Bad start for a Sunday morning.
I woke up feeling super tired, like the feeling of puffy eyes. Maybe I cried in my sleep, I don't know. But just suck. Than I walked to the kitchen and found out that my dad cooked pasta! Was a little bit happier. After I brushed my teeth and washed my face, I saw ants invading that plate of prawns. I was freaked out plus disgusted. I had to spend my first half of the morning killing ants. Dumbfounded.

On a happier note,
I am meeting Best later and we're gonna go Expo to visit friends at work! Haha, and we shall walk around :)

Communion!

Jon Siow, he's super funny when he is cleaning away the water marks!!
Me: He's the perfect example of 'trying too hard'

Cell fund owes Joanne and Joanc $0.90
I owe Pam dinner money!!
& Please remember to bring $2 for cell fund next week!!

thlove @ 2009-10-07T18:52:00

2009-10-07T10:57:38Z

I like listening to Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson,
Here we go again by Demi Lovato &
My love will get you home.

"You know that i love you so
I love you enough to let you go"
- is all crap, right?

Anyway, Yuexing and I camped at macs from 11 till 6pm. Amazing........................ 7 hours plus of geog can kill us. A bird flew by and bang the glass right beside us!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahhahahahahhaha, poor bird :(

Ok, I need to study already :(
Tomorrow paper ends at 3.30 and we got whole of the F&N book to memorise, paper in the morning on Friday, WHYYYYYY :(

DONE WITH MATHS P1!!!!

2009-10-06T09:59:39Z

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1. Joan
2. Joanie
3. Faith

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1. 15 Apr
2. 28 March
3. 25 Dec

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1. Laughed
2. Read a book
3. Facebook

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Do well for exams.
2. Know what God wants me to do.
3. Spend time with love ones!

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. A puppy!!!
2. Camera
3. Money.

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. Dance
2. Read
3. Sleep.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1. Anywhere
2. With
3. Family

THREE FAVOURITE DRINKS:
1. Green tea
2. Water
3. Vanilla frap.

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
1. Maths notes
2. Lip balm
3. Tissue

THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS:
1. White
2. Black
3. Pink

TOP THREE HANGOUTS:
1. Church
2. School
3. Home

TOP THREE YOU LOVE SO MUCH:
1. Family
2. Friends.
3. God

TOP THREE WHO DO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY?
1.
2.
3.

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
1. God
2. Friends
3. Family.

TOP THREE THAT MADE YOU HAPPY LATELY:
1. Sherwyn (He called me before my paper!)
2. Jayna (We're writing on each other walls on facebook!)
3. Alex (He's planning the batam trip!!!)

TOP THREE REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
1. Bored of studying

JESUS WONDERFUL SAVIOUR.

2009-06-21T13:38:00Z

I created a playlist for all my christian songs.
Don't know ever since when I stopped listening to all these songs. I just STOPPED like that. & I know this is a tough period, I need God and I really need God. I am not gonna try convince myself that I can go through it myself. Cause I know it myself that I can't and I need God to bring me through. I hope I spend this whole week doing something useful. I hope in the 4 more days to come I will keep staying close to God. Also, continue to pray hard for my beloved Cell. I know how much they meant to me. It's no longer just words, but the actions.

God is breaking us to make us stronger. & I am so sure that we can pull through this together.
& I remember Benton wants this camp to be so memorable. & I kinda find it a joke now, indeed it's memorable.

Whatever it is, I like it when I still can find reasons to praise God even life is so terrible now. Tomorrow will be a better day, Saturday is drawing near and I hope everything will be fine by then. Lots of people are praying for us Central Two, we're covered by their lovely prayers and God hears all of them. We'll be fine (;

Ohhhhhhhhh and I hate the news now adays. It just sucks....

Jesus, our Healer.

LOVE

2009-06-21T08:46:32Z

Hiiiiiiii, I got nothing to do at home except sleeping and waking up :(
I can't watch Gossip Girl cause I don't know there's problem with the disc or my tv, there's no colour :(

Oh, MOH called me yesterday and she talked to me like my friend, they need so many of my particulars. She can't pronounce Joan. Ah whatever. I received many calls from my friends which I think they're the one that really cared for me. They called me once they got the 'news' from friends. They called me just to ask if I am okay, and all. Sometimes it's only when bad things happen, you'll then know who're the one that will stay by your side through your darkness.

Also, I think this bad period of my life makes me realise a lot of things, like who're my true friends and who isn't.
Anyway, the truth sucks isn't it?

Now, 4 more days of quarantine.
6 more days till I see my beloved Central Two.

& this stupid Q makes Central Two really bonded. Our Personal Message all shows "C2 will still praise" , we even had a msn conference with all the C2 and we were all encouraging each other to rest well, takecare, pray and all. It's just so sweet to see all of us getting together <3

"Fear knocks on the door, Faith answered."
"Faith makes all things possible, love makes all things easy."
Quoted from Joanne!

DAY THREE QUARANTINED.

2009-06-21T00:42:17Z

It's the 3rd day!
Everything seems to be not that bad and shocking now. I hope today will be a good day, hahahah. Maybe I should watch Gossip girl at home since Jayna bought me the disc from Vietnam! Hehehe. I totally forgot what my holiday homework are....... I don't know where I left it X: Sucks.

I can't wait for Friday. I can't wait for Friday. I can't wait for Friday. I can't wait for Friday...

& I think I lost a lot of weight after being sick for the entire week. It's kind of scary though.

In the darkness, God's light shines.
Christ forever glorified.

thlove @ 2009-06-08T20:39:00

2009-06-08T12:40:39Z

SALES POST UPDATED.
(Http://63roses.blogspot.com)

Joan Faith Ng has decided!

2009-03-29T08:06:43Z

I accepted Christ when I was 12 years old. It was my first time visiting RiverLife Church. At the end of the service, somehow I responded to the preacher’s call to receive Jesus as my Lord and Saviour. But to be honest, I didn’t really know what I was doing then. Now, I know it was the Holy Spirit that touched my heart. After accepting Christ, I continued attending MegaLife, RiverLife’s youth service, weekly with my cousin who was a Christian since birth, and my older sister who was not a Christian yet. The three of us would just stick together every service. We refused to join a cell, which is a Christian fellowship group, as we thought that being on our own was better.

For the 2 years after I accepted Christ, I attended Church on and off. I was unsure of my identity and my religion. I didn’t even know if I was really a Christian. Soon after when I entered Secondary 2, my cousin, Lydia, and I joined a cell. It was only then, when I was planted in a Christian community, that I felt like I had become a true Christian. I enjoyed worshipping God and also going to church. I truly felt God in my life. Cell really helped me a lot in my spiritual life. I felt so much happier in life.

I was the only Christian in my family then. But, I thank God that my parents gave me the freedom to make my own decision. They never stopped me from going to Church and they even fetched me home from church every week. Of course, having no parental objection wasn’t enough for me. What I wanted was for my whole family to come to Christ. Initially, it was quite hard for me to share the gospel with them as they weren’t very receptive. But I’m very thankful to God that I had support from my paternal grandparents, uncles and aunties, who were all Christians in RiverLife Church. They didn’t give up on my parents, and that encouraged me not to either.

One night as I was praying, God revealed a date to me- February 16 2008. The date was a special Chinese Service in RiverLife that my grandparents and auntie were bringing my parents to. I decided to trust God for my parents’ conversion and I began to pray every night until the day of the service. It was the first time I felt so nervous, and prayed like crazy. But I suppose it was because I so badly wanted my parents to experience God’s goodness for themselves.

On February 16 during cell, I finally received a text message from my auntie saying that my parents had accepted Christ during the Chinese service. I was extremely happy.

Now, my parents have been Christians for about a year and they are still faithfully attending church every Sunday. Also, they have joined a cell with many young adults. I have never seen my parents so happy before, I think their cell is really fun. They have outings to the Night Safari, Wild Wild Wet, Escape Theme Park and midnight movies! I am really happy that they are enjoying themselves now.

Today, our whole family will be getting baptised together. I thank God for this really wonderful day, and for the transformation He has done in my family.

Joan Ng

Central 2

http://63roses.blogspot.com

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2009-01-14T11:07:35Z

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Sorry, don't scold me, I just need a change............
& also, don't delete me, I still wanna read.